May 23, 2013
"This is Why I am Here"
Eagles Nest - Angel Fire (New Mexico). Finally, some pretty scenery. I had just come over a pass… elevation 9,820
feet, and thru an area called Red River.
It was more than pretty actually.
It was gorgeous. Just what I had
envisioned when I'd thought about what the Rocky Mountains in northern New
Mexico might look like… commanding… statuesque… elegant… and truly
magnificent. Next time I'm in the area
I'm gonna make sure I'm feeling less in a rush, and stop and take more
pictures.
I'd just come thru a spectacular area, and was getting ready
to go thru some even more meaningful terrain…
I stopped at the side of the little one lane road I
was on, at an old wooden bridge. I drank
the crystalline, sweet cold water from Coyote Creek, which wound it's way down
this pristine little valley I had found.
I took a picture of the bridge, and filled my spare water bottle with
it's nectar, and vowed to save it for a special occasion.
I drank the water like it was expensive champagne or fine
cognac. I took little sips and savored
the flavor, keeping the taste in my mouth and in my memory for a long
time. I must've stood beside that bridge
for 30 minutes… an eternity for me. I
had found the reason I'd chosen this particular route. I was in heaven. I need to go back to this bridge
someday. With a truckload of 5-gallon
water bottles and an equally larger amount of time to spend there, rather than
the measly 30 minutes I allotted myself on this day.
I had only gone around two or three bends in the road
before I came up to another little wooden bridge… this one, with a car parked
just past it, and three young 70 year old ladies standing at the middle of it.
I stopped next to them, right in the middle of the bridge,
turned off Honey's engine, and took off my sunglasses. They told me they'd stopped because when
they'd passed me just minutes before and noticed me writing in my journal and
realized they wanted to stop and enjoy the moment too. They had been traveling for several days from
the east coast and were almost to their turning back point in Santa Fe. They asked me what I had written in my
journal, and I told them the truth (I am looking at my journal while I type
this)… I had written the words,
"This is why I am here."
There was not a mention of names between us, but the moment
was very intimate. One of them asked me
where I was born and when I told her… "Just south of San
Francisco." She responded with a loud
and proud, "I was conceived in San Francisco." I came back with an equally loud and even
more melodramatically proud, "I was conceived in the Grand Canyon"
(which is true).
It was priceless, these few moments with these strangers
from a different generation and from a different part of the Country. Sometimes I think back and wish that I'd
traded names and contact information, and then I remember… these are the
moments that are supposed to be anonymous.
It's not the names or the numbers that make moments like this special. It's something very difficult to
express.
We stayed right there, talking in the middle of the bridge
for at least 10 minutes, without me even getting off Honey. I took a picture of them with their camera,
but thinking back on it now, I purposefully chose not to take a picture of
them, knowing but not realizing it at the time that I wanted to keep this part
of my adventure as private and as special as possible.
Eventually a car came around the corner. I took in a deep breath… let out a long, slow
sigh… put on my sunglasses… fired up Honey… nodded my appreciation and respect
to the old chicks on the bridge… and
took off with a big smile of complete contentment and love in my heart.
I must go back to this
area… an approximate 75-mile stretch from the north end of the Taos Loop… highway
434/ 38… from just north of Red River, south to Las Vegas (New Mexico).
"Glenn Kramer"
Glenn Kramer is one of my best and longest known
friends. We grew up together in a small
central California coastal community called La Selva Beach, and except for a
15-year period when we ran in different circles after high school, have been
close friends our entire lives. He's my
best client and one of my very best friends.
He loves me, and I do not take that lightly.
I have met only a small handful of individuals who have been
able to maintain their love for me for more than a few years or so. I am a very high maintenance individual. Demanding of myself and of others, especially
when I care about them. Like my dear old
mom used to say… "All I'm trying to
do is help you to be perfect… just like me."
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It was at dinner that Glenn told me he'd decided to turn
back. I wasn't too surprised. Disappointed yes, but not surprised. I'd prepared myself for the very real possibility
that Glenn was just not cut out for a cross Country adventure with someone like
me. There were no hard feelings, at
least not on my part.
But the teasing and kidding I'd been giving him about his
parking maneuver and his battle with heat stroke had taken its toll on
him. He wasn't happy and said he'd be
heading back to spend a few days in Las Vegas the next morning. Oh well, I'd done all my previous road trips
solo so I was certainly not gonna let his lack of ability to laugh at himself,
keep me from enjoying myself.
I felt bad that we were separating, but I hope he recovers
from the drama & trauma of this
trip, and decides to ride with me again someday. Glenn and I have always had our differences,
and will probably butt heads again… but in the end and from the heart… we are
from the same Tribe, called: "Brothers
from different Mothers."
I wasn't more than 10 miles out of town before I'd
completely gotten over the problem with my friend. Glenn and I are close and we truly love each
other, but our personalities are not very similar. I'm better on my own. I have yet to find anyone who can enjoy my
company for more than a few days, without taking some time alone, or else
suffer from some sort of insanity or other mental disorder.
"More About Me"
Welcome to another installment and opportunity for you to
get to know me better, and hopefully also a chance for you to get to know
yourself better at the same time.
For those of you who have not read any of my previous
autobiographical action adventure stories… I will tell you… my stories are
meant to serve three purposes:
(1) To allow me to express my own thoughts and feelings, for
the selfish reason of my own self-awareness and betterment.
(2) I hope some of you will perceive it as gift to you, to
be able to become more aware of your own thoughts and feelings, in such a way
that you may also gain personal insight and therefore benefit in some way,
within yourself.
(3) Simply for something to distract you for a while.
Although I have lived almost my entire life in this three
dimensional world that we refer to as reality… I have also experienced brief
moments in a completely different reality, and it is at these times when I feel
most alive, nourished, and grateful to be alive.
I have chosen to use my three dimensional adventures, out on
the open roads of our Country, as a vehicle to travel into the inner realms of
the vastness which exists inside each of us.
Personally, I am most comfortable when I am exploring these regions of
duality… the physical geography of the Country where my body thrives, and the
emotional geography of my soul where my spirit resides.
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As soon as I turned over and saw the clock, I knew my four
hours of rest was gonna have to do. Over
the years, I've learned to be able to tell the difference right away, between
waking up and being able to go back to sleep, versus waking up and not. I envy the people who can lounge in bed…
waking up slowly… enjoying the semi dream state of that la la land. Sometimes I can
relax and enjoy this state of (semi) awareness, but typically once my brain
starts turning… it's like a rollercoaster… an E ticket ride, as I like to say.
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It didn't take me very long to find my way back to The Grand
Hotel (in Jerome, AZ). I'd stopped there
on my last trip thru the area, and had a great time… with the employees
mostly. Young college aged kids, with
lots of good fun spirit. I usually
identify more with the younger generations than I do with my own. So many of the people my age are just too
old.
None of the kids that had been there during my last visit were
there, but Jason the bartender told me he'd heard about me from Kayla and Matt,
who weren't working that day. I love
it. I have a reputation. It's nice to know that once in a while, all
my hard work and effort pays off.
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